I am sorry that it is happening to you, now. I am sorry that you feel that life is cruel and insanely bias, but it happens to the very best of us. If not yesterday, it will be today or perhaps tomorrow. You just need a taste of it; if not once, every time.

I myself do not know where to look for the thin line, between knowing that you should fight for it or just let it be. I guess it is a judgment you have to call for and a decision you have to risk. And despite what happens after, you have to live it.

Can't you just cry it off and not ask the eternal question -- why?

You'll live. Believe me. (Not that you can do anything to me if you really do die pun).

Well, good luck.