Dendeng

"I declare today as a holiday!"

That was such a smart move. Because it had been weeks, and my work had no progress at all. It was not helping to be working in an environment that finishing two half page articles was considered a big achievement. (Truly, no offense to anyone, we have our days eh?)

I have been trying to work, and trying is really the word. Nothing was done or achieved. Until

"I declare today as a holiday!"

That was three days ago maybe. And I forced any thoughts of work out from my head, and said to myself, "To hell with it, I might as well laze around and do nothing." It's true you know. Trying to do work, uses up more energy than actually doing it. And until the day was almost ending, I was tired from not doing anything. Almost the same amount of energy used up to pretend to do work.

I might as well actually do work.

And I did. Slowly, but at least something is done. We'll get there.

What is this? Is this the wall? But I am not even running.