Just one more step towards the edge,
don't you wonder how it'd be like,
to just
fall
free.

I ache for the misery
and the pain
that used to be
in my heart

I long for the beauty
and the stillness
of the night

where life seems meaningless
and there's no beginning
to an end.

I am at loss
of feelings
I wake up
I find myself
a-kneeling
hands a-wringing
thoughts turvy-ing
and self
a-missing.

Curt and smile
wave goodbye

and back to our cave.

Stop fingering my soul

Just because you think you can

I love you
And everything that we have

Every dust particle
in our bank accounts

Every fly
in our food

and

Every ache
in our hearts.

Where ever you are
you are still too far.

Can I?
Buy you flowers
And write beautiful proses?